Paid the Cost

I understand why people say they are a boss because of their hard work but being chosen by the Creator of all, is much more rewarding, it’s beautiful…Know that It comes with others being extremely jealous, just because. Ask them, “Why” and they won’t have a legitimate reason, they just are…That’s a red flag, you’ve got to know that has nothing to do with you, that’s all about themselves…let them figure it out, keep doing you…Know they aren’t yet, willing to pay the cost.

When you’ve paid the cost, remember how your energy triggers, the deep buried insecurities in others, that they haven’t worked on…their inner child needs those childhood issues healed…again, that’s not about you, that is strictly about them…so leave it with them. Allow no projections…tell ’em all, to go do their inner work and heal. All must pay the cost.

You’d be surprised, how just being authentically you is rare..but don’t apologize for it, it’s supposed to trigger all to go within and reflect, to heal and to seek the Divine Intelligence that created it all. That glorious shine on you is…God’s favor on your life…and it cost a fortune, it will cost you plenty, most people fold, just get back up and be willing to start over. I’ve paid the cost…Sure, I’ve lost my way plenty of times but I never forgot that Source loves me…and would never betray me. I’m so grateful that I didn’t get everything I used to pray for, it would’ve certainly killed me.

Source’s favor requires you to walk in integrity and character…to realize your value and leave the goofy sh*t alone. Yes, I just cursed…I’m human. Stop it with all of these restrictions. Source wants you and your heart set upon truth. You will fail plenty of times, you don’t have to be perfect, just be willing. Seek and yearn for truth. You will be tested, know it and expect it…stop turning your back on Source. Source has never turned on us…What if you’re stripped of material gain and status? Can you still trust in and Praise the Creator? Can you still walk in integrity while paying the cost? You will be tested. All are tested. Many are called but chosen are few. I paid the cost.

Square up and stand in your truth, guard your heart…while others lie on you, steal, plot to betray you or set you up. Sometimes, the very people that you showed nothing but love to, do the most damage…it broke me down, crushed my soul, left me desolate and in despair. Read, “Insidious” link here, INSIDIOUS Plenty of colleagues, old lovers, lots of family and so-called friends betrayed me, threw me under the bus. It broke my heart. Until finally, I began to see it for what it is…actual Spiritual Warfare. That’s what it really looks like. I’ve paid the cost. Lord knows, it hurt like hell. Can you still stand on trusting Source? Time will tell.

Oh baby, those in lower vibrations hate seeing the chosen flourish and shine but shine you must, in order to give proof to others that are being tested and awakened to truth, that nothing is or was in vain…God loves us and Love is the only thing real. Are you willing to pay the cost? Decide.

TD Jakes says this best, “Favor ain’t fair.” I even love how rapper, Rick Ross, breaks it down when he says, “You wasn’t with me when I was shooting in the gym.” Oh how true, that is. I mean when it got really ugly and darkest, when my enemies took it all from me while others sat by quietly, watching. It was in those dark moments that I remembered to look inside of myself and cried out to Source for Divine help. Keep your heart and mind on the Most High…but do what you can with the practical, bump your Judas. Nothing you are given from the Divine comes without a cost. I’ve paid the cost. I’ve suffered silently and no one wants to walk a mile in my shoes…Can the Divine still trust you?

I decided to be me, even without the new house I’d just built, the Range or the Career, I loved. The enemy came in, took it all, like a thief in the night, while many I loved, laughed and spat in my face…my comfortable lifestyle and family, etc. all that I loved, taken. No one cared…many were in on it…used to betray me, bearing false witness, purposely ruining my name and reputation…stealing my work, pretending to be me…and still, I banked on what I know is real… my heart stayed focused upon the Divine. I’ve paid the cost.

You wasn’t there, family wasn’t there, friends weren’t there…old lovers, not even my spouse was there…no one was there but The Divine was always there, carrying me while I broke down and prayed for strength while I paid the cost.

When it got real ugly, many sided with the enemy against me. But that was apart of the Divine’s plan to awaken you. Forgive them all, they played their part. Yes, it hurt but it was also very necessary, don’t be naive again but you must remain open to love again. Know nothing was in vain. They all helped you awaken to fulfill the Soul Contract of this Lifetime. It’s ok. Let it all go now. When you are shining from the Divine’s approval upon you, they will return, wanting to bask in that glory but you’re no longer asleep or their fool, love them all but from a distance. You’ve paid the cost. Accept, all won’t be allowed to go with you.

Harbor no resentment, release people that wronged you. It doesn’t mean you must let them back in to your life. They’re your soul family that was sent to help you along the path, friends and foes, alike…all a part of the Divine plan. It’s bigger than us. Be free. You’ve healed and passed the test. Paying the cost to be the boss. Favor isn’t fair…and until they all do their own shadow work, they will always be in the cut, on the sideline…some hating, others copying your style, pocket watching and secretly wanting to be you…It’s all good.

It is God that draws men in, not you…Stay an open vessel, do the work, be authentically you. Speak your truth.

I am happy to be me. I don’t want what other people have because I’ve found the most precious in all the multiverse…Favor with the Most High, I’ve paid the cost to be the boss over my life. I took my power back. I woke up and recognized how loved I am by The Great, I AM.

My heart belongs to the Divine because when all abandoned me, the Creator of all, stuck by me closer than any brother or friend…holding my hand and carrying me, whispering in my ear, “I’ve got you, you can trust in me because I care for you…I will never leave you, nor forsake you. You’ve paid the cost!” Well done, thy good and faithful servant…Well done. Smile.

Keep shining.

~Triddy Kat💋

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