I don’t care what the dictionary defines, any of the words, in the title as. I was so programmed to think of a shape-shifter, as evil or demonic until I began to understand Balance…And, why it’s so important to have balance in all areas of life. There is light and dark in all things. Some call it good and evil but I think it’s just high or low vibration, that’s it, nothing more. We may be adding way too much, to the simple things. Life can be complicated enough, we need to relax.
All I know is “Nothing is completely all of ONE element, only.” I decided from now on, I’d follow the Dragon’s Head only. I was no longer interested in following the Dragon’s Tail. I’ve completed that phase of life already. That cycle is over. No more entertaining trolls and hideous creatures. They only bring confusion and chaos. I accepted it was time for me to grow up, see what Source wanted from me. I could no longer ignore my calling. Evolution is a must for all species.
First thing, I started with was my thoughts on Magic. I absolutely believe in it. Always have. My beginnings were harsh, it was my escape from the cruelty of man. For me, Shape shifting is the ability to adapt to all things, quickly. I don’t believe in any thing that goes against the will of others. To me, that is low vibrational but to each, its own. I just know magic is real. I am no longer willing to view it as bad or evil. I let go of fearing the unknown and walked towards it. I realized, I am, The Master of The Universe. Then, I began to call things in. I recognized my power and how powerful I am. I am Divine. I know how important it is to co-create with the Universe but I was slipping, giving my power away to others that had no clue. Source has already provided all that I will ever need, it’s my job to use those tools, to co-create…so, it’s what I do. Read the article, “Do You Believe in Magic?” link here, Do you believe in Magic?!
Next, I noticed a pattern from being raised co-dependent…whenever I got bored, I’d manifest someone to come along. My unhealed Self, with all those abandonment issues, created this. It was fragmenting me. I decided I would not manifest better for myself until I took healing myself, seriously. I was subconsciously abusing power. I decided to dedicate a specific amount of time, to really dive deep and go within to heal. That healing, allowed me to stop those in their tracks, that were trying to trauma bond me. I decided, I needed to make me whole. It took some time to recognize my own cycles of toxicity. I will be honest, I willfully ignored it because I had so much fun, it’s full of pleasure seeking only..but there is lots of painful lessons there also. Read the article, “Pattern” link here, Patterns
I could easily shape shift with different people and have all sorts of new experiences. One can tell, I’m a big Harry Potter fan, huh? Anyway…I spoke on that in Katrina. Read the article, “Katrina” link here, KATRINA The draw back was, although it was lots of fun, it accompanied lots of pain in that kind of toxicity also. Heck, I was breaking my own heart. I was not healing. I was recklessly moving from one experience to another but I was skipping all of the lessons. Dangerously, that was allowing trolls and other hideous creatures/ people in my life… just for the sake of company. Let’s face it, Trolls can be fun. Until you survey, all the damage, they’ve caused you. Hideous creatures are disguised as people but they sabotage your efforts covertly. Read article, “Jezebel Clan” link here, https://triddykatsmeow.com/jezebel-clan Basically, they’re drilling tiny holes in the boat, whenever one isn’t looking. I decided to learn the lessons the Universe wanted to teach me about myself. I was out of control from way too much pleasure seeking.
My Father is a Mason (high ranking). So, because of my experiences with my Father, as a Mason, I highly respect them. Of course, there are things I have no idea about and that is perfectly fine with me. I’m sharing this with you, based on my experiences only. You are allowed to have your own. These are mine. I believe being raised by a Mason, helped me cherish having a man in the home, along with honoring most traditions and structure. I recall simple things, like answering the phone at home…It was always the same greeting, “Hello, is Brother such and such in? This is Brother such and such.” It was normal in my home and sure, plenty think that’s secret society stuff is all about magic but it’s just whatever, to a kid. I only know that my Father made time for me and that developed a very high sense of Self in me. I’m grateful for that because back then, I had no idea, on just how important Fathers really are to children.
The Masons, Lodge, Brotherhood, whatever you guys want to call it…the Masonic teachings played a huge role in how my Father treated me. He was very good to me and yes, I was his adopted, youngest child. By following those teachings, my Father set certain rules in his home. I needed that. It was consistent, provided stability and structure. I was coming out of abandonment..Predictability is best. My Father is flawed, like any man but his love for me, instilled at a young age, self-assurance and self-esteem. That is needed in all children. He took me everywhere with him for years until I started talking too much, as Mama says. I love what’s been shown to me because of my Father. I call that magic too because Source used Masons to show the love of a Father to me, through adoption. My Father is also a Carpenter and that has always amazed me, because of the Ascended Master, Jesus. I wonder if my Father, was aware of Shape Shifting, in his many roles. Who can say? I’m just grateful for such a great experience.
Source can use anything and anyone, people. It’s up to you to open your hearts and mind to experiences. I don’t think during those years, I was shape-shifting. I had found love and acceptance. I was, however, befriending trolls and hideous creatures around me.I won’t describe trolls because the internet has made most of us aware of their behavior. Nothing is perfect guys. Read the article, “Perfect” link here, Perfect? I just told y’all that there’s high and low in all things. My job was to find my balance in it all. All of my life and all of my experiences…Polarity, Duality…whatever you call it, it’s up to you. I just know, I used to be afraid of magic because it was presented wrong. When someone is for the streets, anything goes. They don’t follow, respect or obey Order or Divine Order. That’s never a good thing. Read the article, “For the Streets” link here, https://triddykatsmeow.com/for-the-streets Then, I looked into it, for myself and embraced it, welcomingly.
True Magic is light, love and it liberates others. I believe in Magic guys …and, I love Science but not the way we teach, Science in schools. I believe Science taught in school is too watered down. Source must be mentioned and unleashed, to really teach Science. You can’t respect Science and not look for Source…everything, points back to SOURCE. The vibrations, frequencies, harmonics, geometric patterns, spirals and cycles…it’s all Source. I love the Schools of Thought and how things work. I realize how Magical, the Multiverse we live in, really is. It’s a beautiful thing to be able to co-create with it. Magic is real. Just be wary of those in Dark magic-That’s willfully intending to bully or cause harm others. It will always go back to those sending it out. Please, Don’t engage in it, it’s very low vibrational energy. No Bueno.
In my false beliefs in Magic, I was attracting all sorts of hideous people. I mean hideous. They usually dibble in and play in Dark magic. They were using the Arts against people’s free will. Anything, done against someone else’s knowledge, permission or will is Dark Magic. So now, I’ve learned to cipher the people amongst me. They can be attractive but it is their characteristics, that will reveal who they really are. All of us, must vet the people in our lives. Are they narcissistic, controlling or just plain mean? Are they liars, deceivers or accusers of men? Energy Vampires and Manipulators are hideous creatures too. Do they pretend to be a friend or someone close to you, then, betray you? Those are the actions of hideous creatures. How can one tell they are amongst Trolls or Hideous Creatures? Look closer at their behavior, not words. They often lie, cheat, steal and slander. Something within you attracts that until you do the work, on you. No one can skip doing inner work on themselves. Bring everything into balance. Light and Dark requires balance. Nothing is all, one.
We’ve all played the role of hideous creatures in someone’s life. It’s on you, to change that. You are to do the work on you only, to stop behaving as a hideous creature. For example, I was the hideous creature when I’d date a man that lived with a woman but I’d say,“If he’s not married, it doesn’t matter or count.” So the Universe came in with life lessons, using trolls and hideous creatures, disguised as men, to teach me…why, I am always to highly-esteem myself and not partake in third party relationships. It’s foolishness because they don’t and won’t end well. It taught me, it always matters, how my actions effect the lives of others.
If he or she is interested, he or she should not be in another relationship of any kind. He or she is to be completely single, unattached and available and not cohabiting with a love interest. If he or she is not, then, that’s him or her, displaying their hideous creature nature to me. The bigger lesson was revealing, “What is it in me, that found that type of hideous behavior attractive?” I was in darkness and lacked balance. I won’t even mention marriage. Hideous creatures commit adultery. Any person with someone else, willing to creep with you, is in hideous creature mode. No matter their reason, it’s a trap, for a harsh life lesson from the Universe…Should you engage, you will become hideous too..
Be very careful. That lesson is going to kick you hard and it will likely break your heart. It is willingly playing with fire. Learn that no one is worth foolishness, avoid the heart break, keep your dignity. If you continue to play that game, just be prepared. Your lack of respect, for others and yourself will have the Universe, usher in a painful…yet, important life lesson in Self Respect. You get to do it over and over, until you’ve mastered it. The cycles of toxicity, repeating toxic lessons in life and love until you, change you.
Look at your life. Where is it that you see the same thing occurring? There’s a lesson there that you are missing. There is something about you, that you’re not seeing. One of my life lessons was being in relationships without first being healed? Not caring about how my actions changed others. Or…More interested in pleasure seeking and fun, in spite of the hideous creature’s nature revealing itself to me. Because I ignored the red flags, I’d repeat the lessons on toxicity.
Repeating the cycle.. stuck on the wheel of karma. Karma is not bad or good, it’s just balance. The scales must be balanced. That’s why Jesus warned us saying, “Whatsoever a man sows, that and that alone, shall he reap.” That’s the balancing of the energy, we’ve sent out, being returned to us, bringing it into balance. It’s the reward of our own actions and decisions. If my decisions are High Vibrational, then, my reward is high vibrational. If my actions are Low Vibrational, then, my reward is low vibrational. I kept manifesting hideous creatures or trolls in my life because of my lack of accountability of my own low vibrational behavior and decisions. I was only interested in pleasure seeking, lacking accountably that lifestyle is attached to trolls and hideous creatures. I had to recognize, I could not be reckless, careless with the emotions of others, ignoring the lack of Self- Respect. Read the article, “Vibrational Beings” link here, https://triddykatsmeow.com/vibrational-beings
I’ve played the part of the hideous creature to others too…and, others have been that to me. You have to change that in your own life. Once, I began to see the outcome, of my role, in engaging with and entertaining those who behave as trolls and hideous creatures, I stopped. Leave that foolishness for the streets, folks. Read the article, “For the streets” click link here, https://triddykatsmeow.com/for-the-streets I recognized, I have dominion over all…So I took my power back. I took my rightful place and put childish things behind me. I was depleting my energy, engaging in foolishness.
I can finally say, “I’m no longer requiring milk.” I’m on the solid foods, Apostle Paul spoke of. I’ve been redeemed. Read the article, “Redeemed” link here, Redeemed A lot of us are mad at those who prove, they are not ready for relationships. Why? If they are showing us, that they lack integrity and character but what did we expect from them? They lack your values, so they will lie, cheat and steal, etc. So what? You were the same way until you’ve learned to master yourself. Get your butt out of relationships with players and forgive them and yourself. It’s life. I had to learn hard lessons from some very dark individuals because I was just as dark by not being aligned with Source but once the lesson was over, I was glad for the experience. I mastered it and healed myself and moved on. No love lost. From there, I went after light. It’s always a choice. Read the article, “Choices” link here, https://triddykatsmeow.com/choices
You don’t have to engage with trolls and hideous creatures. The more you develop Self Love, the less interested you’ll be in chaos and confusion, the signature of trolls and hideous creatures. Plus, they lack communication skills. Try to talk with them and see. It’s impossible. You may want to step back. Let them go do their inner work. They will continue to display animal behavior. You were to see it for what it is. No more rose colored glasses. It’s not your job to fix anyone. That’s all based in fear and codependency. Go fix your own damn life. Mind your own business. That’s how you get out of codependency. Stop that toxic nonsense. Focus on you, fix that mess. People that creep, deceive and manipulate others are displaying their hideous creature behavior. Be careful ignoring red flags from the Universe. That is to help you.
Grow up, stop ignoring what the Universe is showing you… spare yourself the ride, on that wheel of Karma, again. Those that lack self love are to be avoided or expect a tough lesson in Self Love. We are supposed to be above the animals because we able to use our minds for logical reasoning, problem solving and communication. Read the article, “Self” click link here, https://triddykatsmeow.com/self
Stop getting with people that don’t have their animal behavior, under control. They’re still pleasure-seeking. Accept it. They’re on their own course, taking their journey to Self-Discovery but they’re just not ready….plus, we all know better. Respect magic, it’s real, just continue to follow the light. Read magical here, Magical. Align. No more trickster energy allowed people. Read the article, “Trickster” link here, Trickster
Decide that you deserve better. Source wants what is best for you because your Life is supposed to be charming. Read “Charmed” link here, https://triddykatsmeow.com/charmed
Keep shining.
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